CAUTION: Not a festive kind of entry. (Apologise.)
CNY’s good until today, it started to get way too boring. Perhaps the fact that my parents are going overseas tmr and I’m gonna b left in Singapore. Or mayb I don’t get to have nice food anymore when they are away. Or mayb because nobody will b @ home to do things willingly for you but it’s all screams, complains b4 smthg gets done. Then if you’re not the one doing it, you be guilt-stricken! I stare @ them, pretend I hv temporary deaf disorder b4 things return to normal. On the other hand, the other will just temporary lose her way home. I doubt she’ll remember where she has been living for the past <10 yrs. She can fulfill her wish of a goody good 24/7 girlfriend. That’s worldpeace. Its okay if you dont understand. I don’t understand why I’m in this shit sometimes too.
It’s like the world is just ignoring one another’s existence. I Shall Follow. :)
I’ve nv dislike cny. But this year’s cny just feels different. » Awkwardness, greater unfamiliarity.
The nephews are definitely the happy pills srsly. Caused they are the only humans these days who’ll run towards you, want a piggy-back and feed you with hugs and their genuine smiles and laughters. All hail Innocence!
And you-know-who makes me upset! I wonder why they can go on for hours w/o stopping. I really shook my head!
Bon Voyage Parents! I’ll be good and not x the line.
