Tonight is one of those nights I wish I was on the bed with a good book on hand or indulge in a good drama/movie.
I dislike the situation I am in now. Everything left > half undone. Whirling inside my mind are the to-do-lists and what I need to complete by tmr. For tmr is Friday and the weekend will breeze pass easily. And monday means datelines and tests.
LIFE sucks big times!
URGH.
Gosh. I’ve never ever felt so buzy during the holidays. The amount of work left there is enough to killl. The 2000 word essay due next wed is driving me nuts esp when i have 0 words done.
And I’m pretty intimidated by my desire to do well till the point that I feel lyk giving up because I have this feeling its hard for me to give my best.
But no matter what, the only way out is to let the positive thoughts win.
Hang on.
I’m sure May will come quickly.
CAUTION: Not a festive kind of entry. (Apologise.)
CNY’s good until today, it started to get way too boring. Perhaps the fact that my parents are going overseas tmr and I’m gonna b left in Singapore. Or mayb I don’t get to have nice food anymore when they are away. Or mayb because nobody will b @ home to do things willingly for you but it’s all screams, complains b4 smthg gets done. Then if you’re not the one doing it, you be guilt-stricken! I stare @ them, pretend I hv temporary deaf disorder b4 things return to normal. On the other hand, the other will just temporary lose her way home. I doubt she’ll remember where she has been living for the past <10 yrs. She can fulfill her wish of a goody good 24/7 girlfriend. That’s worldpeace. Its okay if you dont understand. I don’t understand why I’m in this shit sometimes too.
It’s like the world is just ignoring one another’s existence. I Shall Follow. :)
I’ve nv dislike cny. But this year’s cny just feels different. » Awkwardness, greater unfamiliarity.
The nephews are definitely the happy pills srsly. Caused they are the only humans these days who’ll run towards you, want a piggy-back and feed you with hugs and their genuine smiles and laughters. All hail Innocence!
And you-know-who makes me upset! I wonder why they can go on for hours w/o stopping. I really shook my head!
Bon Voyage Parents! I’ll be good and not x the line.
Good 10 mins catching up with Carol over msn. So sad right? Not even a call. And she showed me Skittles after grooming. No difference.
Funny thing was the conversation. She set her relationship status on fb as “in a relationship” and “it’s complicated”. So eager me wanted some exciting news out from her and she said she was in a relation with … maybe Skittles?
But the thing is Skittles’s a Female. And Skittles’s a Dog. So equates to.. she’s in a relationship with a Female Dog! OMG! No wonder it was complicated!
And w/o my mum knowing, I’m so hungry that I had already secretly opened and snacked on the cny goodies! Haha.
Guess what?
Beloved Miss Fau just told us she’s getting married! And we’re invited to her wedd!Ooh man, I wonder which lucky guy managed to win her heart? :D
Beautiful right? Mum’s trumpet flower is out! Finally. But its life-time is quite short. Its shrinking everyday already. :(
School’s back on track. Not the workload and the never-ending quizzes coming right up, but the company. Being able to find yourself again in the pool of strangers feels great!
Maybe because CNY and Vday are near, the atmosphere has been filled with romance and smiles! Lol. Haven finished buying my clothes. Simply, there’s nth nice in FEP. Butbut, the most impt thing is the new yr goodies! And you see my mum soaking, cleaning the sea cucumber, boiling the bamboo shoots, buying ingredients for ‘Qing Tang’ and etc, I CANT WAIT. ;p
But the worst thing of these days is when our dearest Miss Tong is flying… :(
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On FB:
“25th feb - math quiz. 26th Feb - material science quiz. 1st week march - NUS bioeng week collaboration. 8th March - NTU bioeng week. 8th march - anatomy quiz, 11 march - organic chem quiz. ” -
just ruin my day!
I have been giving myself 1001 reasons to run away from the workload. Time to get started!
I HV DONE NTH THIS WEEKEND!
But it’s the first week, so it’s pretty normal riggght?
The course content this sem is tedious.
First week and there’re alot of things I dont understand, esp chem.
But I look forward to next week cuz I smell FUN!
The world is small. Not knowing where the person had been, if he’s breathing or not for the past 1 decade plus, I received a news about his whereabout today. Quite surprised to know that he’s alive and living well, still.
Just as the heart says ’not to care’, the mind cant stop thinking about the things tt happened.
What an unexpected news yea?
So things will stay as it would.
Put him in a corner of your heart.
Remember him as the one who helps you rock the wooden horse patiently, walks beside you when your little feets run.
Sometimes I imagine the drama in my life with his return and the fear that comes along. Even my hands turn cold typing about it.
But as far as we know, he’ll never or, can never.
